Tuesday, May 13, 2008

week 6 : Tuesday

omg my boobs hurt so bad last night. I accidentally bushed my hand against them while doing something and ended up jumping back, which made them bounce, which hurt more! grrr. oh and lets not forget the nausea and constipation. Pregnancy is "fun".
I weighed in at 154.8 this morning. At least I am consistant. I don't want to gain too much. I would rather lose weight and gain baby weight at the same time. Kind of like a weight replacement program.
I am getting antsy. I want to get through the first trimester. I want Joe to be here. I want a financial plan worked out that will pay our bills and allow Joe to go to school full time and have time to do his homework etc. I want to finish my degree because it might increase my odds at getting a level 3 spot at work if they start interviewing for them. I also want it because I have been working on the freakin thing for 10 years and I am almost done.
There is one good thing about today. Tonight belongs to me. Yeah I have some food shopping to do, but besides that I have no homework to worry about, nothing pressing to plan for, and no one to take care of or entertain. If I get a call and someone wants to come over, they are taking care of themselves. I am going to be lazy and go to bed early. I'm not going to be on the phone much either because I need the relaxation without holding something to my head and making conversation. I really need to clean and do laundry, but I need a no stress night and I'm taking it. :)
I am sooo tired and I have 45 mins to go. I don't know if I will make it shopping tonight. I want to pass out now...

1 comment:

JDL said...

I love you. I'm so proud of how hard you're working and handling everything. You are an amazing woman.